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Assalamualaikum. Ika harap tkde ape yg boleh halang Ika untuk jadi org yg bahagia. Ika nak kebahagiaan datang dari hati. Tapi Ika nmpk, orang bahagia datang dari duit, dari penipuan, dari segala yg tk elok dlm dunia ni. Ika nak orang memahami Ika. Ika nak Allah sentiasa ada dengan Ika. Tapi Ika.. jarang ade untuk Allah. Ika tahu, Ika byk sngt buat dosa. Ika harap Ika ade masa untuk taubat. Tu biarlah Ika jawab dgn Allah nanti. Biarlah Ika berurusan dengan Allah. Next, Ika nak kebahagiaan yang suka ria dgn family dan kawan kawan. Ika tk minta, dan tk pernah minta kebahagiaan datang dari cinta. Puppy love lah ape lah. Ika nak dgn family je. Setidaknya, kawan. 3 je, Allah, family dan kawankawan. Ika tk nk sebenarnya cinta-cinta ni. Ika nak jauhkan, Ika nak elakkan, Ika nak sorokkan, tapi tk dpt. Dulu, Adam.. Ika cuba nak jadi kawan, bukan kekasih. Ika nak elak, tapi Ika kesian kan dia. So Ika accept dia. Terima dia seadanya. Terima kelemahan dia. Terima segalanya. Smpailah dia buat Ika jatuh hati, buat Ika suka kawan dgn dia. Buat Ika rasa happy sngt dgn dia. Tapi semua tkkn jadi kekal. Mesti datang hanya sementara. And he's leave me for catch his ambition. Kiteorg dah janji.. Tapi Ika tk pasti dgn semua tu. Entahlah. Hati Ika mcm pudar and mcm ignore je. Ika happy dgn status single ni. Ika happy sesangat. Sbbkan Ika rasa diri forever alone, Ika cuba dekatkan diri dgn Allah. Alhamdulillah.. Ika okay dgn semua tu. Ika fikirkan PMR, fikirkan umi, abah and my family. And I'm trying to be happy. I'm trying to forget everything about him for a while. And tk expect other people will come to be my friend, and be my love. Serious Ika harap dia tk fikir yg Ika ni terima dia sbbkn Ika sayangkan dia. Ika terima sbb Ika nak kawan, Ika kesiankan dia.. I'm not trying to destroy people's life.... please. Faham Ika, k? Hm, Ika tk tahu ape lagi nk jadi lepas ni. One by one kills me. Ika tk nk nangis sebenarnya. Semua org tk nk, kan? Gila ah kalau dia suka menangis all the time. Bila nangis, sakit kepala. Tu yg Ika tk suka. And last night, nangis pastu tk ckup tidur. hahah. And then tk sekolah. Lol. Hujan lebat sesangat sangat :p haha. byknya sangat tu :p hmm. Okaylah. Bagi penutup bulan March ni, Ika harap, Ika dpt jadi kawan yg baik untuk semua orang ;) Ika nk jadi kawan untuk semua orangggggggggg. semuaaaaaaaaaa okay? haha :) Harap sangat, faham lah Ika. Kawan first. Lepas SPM, lepas dh habis belajar baru boleh nak serious relationship ;) Kalau boleh nak lelaki yg berani masuk meminang. Ika reject banyak kali pun dia tk kisah, and try again and again. Wahh tu lelaki yg tk mudah putus asa :D hahaha I loikeee. ;) hehe. Ika muda lagi nk fkir psl kahwin. PMR is coming, soon. Okaylah, Ika ucapkan assalamualaikum bulan April, waalaikumsalam bulan March ;) Bulan penuh kenangan. Hihik. Okayy I stop writing here. xoxo

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Puppy love is nothing..

Hey there, assalamualaikum! Firstly, pagi tadi memang exhausted sngt. Ade aktiviti koko. Aku pergi pun sbb rasa excited teramat bila dgr fotografi nk buat lawatan kalau kehadiran kiteorg full. And other things that make me excited to came is.. having a chance to spend my time w Maira and friends. But tk jangka this thing happen again and it hurt me once again. Hehe. But it's okay. Ika faham dia sesangat. I know how Maira's feel. Maybe dia stress sngt smpai mcm tu sekali. Well dia tk buat pape lah.. haha just there's something happen... between Maira and yeah her crush. :) Hm. entahlah. Masalah mcm mcm dtg. Tapi malas nk cerita. Malas nk panjangpanjangkan. I know, these problems is my strength. Ujian yg Allah bagi mcm mcm. Yang Allah nk tengok, ketabahan and sabar aku tahap mana. I know. Umi byk kali nasihat, "Sabarlah Ika, mcm mcm Allah bagi tu ade hikmah. Remember this, everything that happen, for a reason."

Ika tk sekuat orang lain. Orang nmpk Ika mcm kuat but in fact... tak. Actually tk langsung. Ika just pretending to be. Ika just tunjuk yg Ika kuat supaya diorg tk raguragu dgn Ika. Ika tahu, Ika kena faham keadaan Maira sbnrnya. Ye, Ika. You can do it. You could understand her all the time, isn't? :'D Ika kena confident bykbyk. Yea. Hm :')) Pasal Ika? Hihi. Ika tunggu Adam kot. Hahaha malas ah nk fikir. Yang Ika nk fikir, PMR. next, SPM. Fuhhh, gila ah. Tak tahulah Ika ni dapat ke tak masuk kelas Science. Angah ckp, Ika kena yakin Ika boleh buat :'D haha kalau boleh, mmg nk masuk kelas Science, sbb minat dlm part ubatubat ni :p hehehe. Kimia, penting. Hehe :) Hm, tp mcm mcm Ika nk jadi -,- Wedding planner lah, photographer lah, haihhh mcm mcm. Hahaha nnti lepas form 4 baru boleh decide kot. Hmmm kena sabooo. hahaha sabar eh, dpt result baru fikir nk jd ape ;) Yg psl Adam, oh please tolak ketepi. Ika dh lama tk fikir psl dia. Just rindu nk chatting and spend time ngn dia. Yelah dlu dia kawan Ika yg terbaik! hahah :) hope dia tk lupakan Ika kt sana ;'))) Hehe. Miss you, Awak! hahaha :p

P.S: Yang ni sweet kan? hehe tapi bawah ni lagi sweet kot ;')))

“And among His signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in peace and tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): Verily in that are signs for those who reflect” (Quran 30:21) 

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Happy Birthday to me :D

Heyy, hihi assalamualaikum sayang! Anda semua sihat? Alhamdulillah, ika baru okay daripd demam. Skrg musim demam ah. Dahlah exam, then demam pula. Haih, haha ape pun, happy birthday to me! haha semalam lah. Semalam tk sempat nak update :(((( sengal. haha sebok sngt dgn paper maths, langsung lupa nak update. Heish, tk penting pun :p hehehe. 6 Mac, hihi comel lah tarikh tu, ceh tetiba. hahaha. Anyway, thanks to everyone yg ade wish kt twitter, facebook mahupun di sekolah. Walaupun ika sendiri yg promote. hahahahaha kelakar? tk ok diam. Dahlah exam, pastu birthday pula tu. Tk ke sedih? Eish eish nak nangis je jawab exam. Lolol. Maths? Hm alhamdulillah okay walaupun time tu ika blur blur. ape ni? hahaha circle, lupa nak baca asyik baca polygonnnnn je :p ngehehehehe.

Cupcake yg maira buatkan :'))) thanks sayang. hihi i swear i love you kawan!! hehe and kengkawan lain yg buatkan surpise birthday on last Monday! :'))) serious tk tahu, hahaha firstly ingtkn kenapalah korg pnggil nk buat study group, rupnya nak buat ni eh? hahaha thanks so muchh :')))

I got this pretty, cute, awesome, great and wonderful card gift from my best best best girlprendddd, Maira. hehehe. lawa kan? Ika simpan baikbaik kad ni. huhuhuh :p haha

Actually, ni surat haritu.. hm kiteorg renggang kejap, then.. entahlah ika bagi surat and dia lupa nak bagi, so dia bagi time birthday ika. And now hihih okay dahh. nothing yg renggang between us. hihi alhamdulillah ;)

And I GOT THISSSSSSSSSSS. hahaha comel kan? Maira bagi. huhuhuhuh comel. no wonder she ask me whether I love a cow or not. hehehehe I say, YES I AM. and dia bg ni. hahaha comel :')) balik terus peluk and buang teddy bear lama .___. kejam? mmg. hahaha

Hehehe, birthday girl. Masa hari isnin tu, still in fever. So tengok ah, muka pucat. hehe. sekolah tk pegi, tp pegi rumah maira, diorg ajak study. matimati ingt gi study -___- haha rupanya, hmm masuk je tengok gelap rumah. then diorg cakap "SURPRISE!!! HAHAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!" and me... aaaaaaaaahhhh hahaha jerit and peluk diorg. then makan kek tu, pastu borak borak, then study skiit :p hehehe. beshh sngt. tp balik rumah, tkde kek from family .____. lol haha but ika bersykur ;) pape pun, thanks to everyone! Hihi. Ika tk tahu nk ckp mcm mana dah, so I gave this to all of you yg ade wish ika. Yg tk wish, tkpe ;) I don't mind. Tk pernah minta pun, tk desperate pun :p hehehe.

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