P.S: But tomorrow I have to attend to school, to get P. Islam's book. Hoyayyy I have to sleep early to get up early so goodnight everybody! Much love. xoxo
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Last day of school in 2012.
P.S: But tomorrow I have to attend to school, to get P. Islam's book. Hoyayyy I have to sleep early to get up early so goodnight everybody! Much love. xoxo
Friday, October 26, 2012
Assalamualaikum. Okay firstly nak ucap Salam AidilAdha for everyone. Sesape yg baca lah. Hari raya korban ni bermula sejarah Nabi Ibrahim mengorbankan anaknya, kan? Nabi Ismail, I guess? Ika remind balik ape mutawwif cerita masa buat umrah last year. Indahnya sejarah tu semua kan? Sejarah ni Ika suka lah. Sejarah pasal zaman kegemilangan Melaka or whatever, please tk suka k? Hahaha. Tk suka pun kena buat. Ergh tension! Anyway, raya ni sepatutnya lebih bermakna dari raya AidilFitri tapi kenapa kita tk sambut raya ni mcm mana kita sambut raya AidilFitri? Hm kita raya biasa biasa je. Padahal AidilFitri sbb kita menjalankan tanggungjawab berpuasa selama sebulan. Tkpelah. Dua dua penting, dua dua bermakna bagi setiap muslim :) Just last night dapat ah gk rasa rendang. Hahaha ketupat ngn lemang. Perghh sedap! Hahaha umi beli, tk masak. Tk sempat sbb igtkn pergi Penang. Tk jadi in last minute tu umi tk masak.. Hm tkpe ahh ;D
Sebelum ni Ika emo gila mcm orang ape je. Haha meroyan. Tapi now alhamdulillah Ika okay. Angah ade cakap, kalau kita kecik hati ngn someone tu, dah kira berdosa sbb syaitan menghasut kita supaya think negative towards them. Ika rasa menyesal pula. I suppose to be patient and take a deep breath. Or just ignore them kan? Ika tkde hak nak halang Maira kawan dgn sape. K now I'm straight! Ika tkde hak sikit pun nak halang dia dgn sape. Yes I do. Ika terikutkan perasaan smpai mcm ni sekali. I've hurt her by tweeting ergh asdfghjkl. K Ika ade perasaan yesss Ika ade but tk fikir ke perasaan dia?!!?! damn it's totally bsht. Haih dah Ika, istghfar skrg! Hahaha. Ika selalu pujuk hati Ika sendiri yelah tkde spe nak pujuk lagi dah.
Well, what makes you feel better? Be close to Allah, of course! I'm trying and keep go on to do that until my last breath. I shld be close to Him without any doubt. Allah je yg mampu faham aku. Allah maha Adil and Memahami setiap yg berlaku sbb skrg ni semua diaturkan oleh-Nya. Ika tk mampu nak tolak, Ika tk mampu nak nafikan semua ni. Ika tk sekuat tu.. Ika redha and sabar dgn ape yg berlaku. Ika nak train diri ni supaya lebih sabar and stop depend on people. Ika kena berusaha hidup tanpa orang tu semua. Kalau someone tk chemistry ngn Ika, you shld let go, kan? :') Hm. Even dia yg Ika sayang sgt but we shld let them go. Tk guna kalau dia stay tapi dua dua tk happy, kan? Ika kena fikir luas, dalam and jauh. Ika patut fikir sedalam-dalamnya. Yea I should :D Tah lah but it works! Bgtahu the positive things pada diri sendiri pun jadi, kan? Pujuk diri sendiri supaya tk bermusuh dgn orang. Ika maybe akn minta maaf dgn dia, or shld make a surprise for her birthday? Haha tanda minta maaf. And Ika maybe tkkn rapat mcm dulu. Ade sebab kenapa Ika pilih kolej jauh jauh. sbb nak jauh sikit ngn dia. Ika nk rasa rindu ngn dia. Ika nak rasa mcm .... tk boleh hidup tnpa dia. Tu sbbnya. Sememangnya boleh amik kt KL, course tu pun ade kt mana mana tapi saje amik jauhjauh. Nak tgk dia cari Ika ke tk :)
I've no idea why I shld bring it in a big deal. Sedangkan benda tu kecik je. Jealouskan dia sbb dia cari pengganti Ika. Yelah sape tk terasa, kan? Tapi fikirkan balik salah Ika. Hm nak Ika cerita tk dari awal? Jom jom hahah
On ... hm I'm not sure when it is but awal tahun lah these things happen. You know that Maira ade masalah kaki, kan? Dia jatuh masa kiteorg form 2, last year, with me. Smpai bilabila tkkn ingt mcm mana kiteorg masa tu. Nasib baik Ika tkde pape just shocked and kena sakit jantung lah juga. It's really a disaster... I shldn't let her go jalan sendiri.. Dia turun dulu but then me.. Okaylah stop psl tu. Ye dia ade masalah tulang lutut dia. I was worried about her. I try to ask her to get some rest, go home and rest. But she refuses to. Dia nak stay masa balik smpai lah Ika naik kereta baru dia balik rumah. (she walking back home) but then Ika terasa hati sbb tk nk dgr ckp Ika. Oh fine then boleh ckp lah Ika ni tk matang benda kecik dah jadi besar. Ika cuba lari dari dia. Just to make sure she come back to pujuk me or whatever. Okay honesty I expect she to do that but she didn't. Oh okay lah masa tu. Then she having a crush on someone. I'm happy for her masa tu tapi bila Sha, my classmate said budak tu playboy and suka main main and not getting serious in relationship, I told Maira about this. And try to save her from that freaking boy. I'm not dodge her for falling in love. I just don't want her to be like me. I can't stand to see she's getting hurt and I'm making stories.. Stories about I dreamt about her and her crush getting together and forget about. I know it's bad thing but I have to!!! Ika tk nk dia lari dri Ika, and yes Ika takut dia mcm tu. And for the same time Ika tk nk dia terluka dgn lelaki mcm tu!!! I'm expect her to understand what I'm trying to do :( And next thing, masa kokurikulum that boy knew that she's likes him. And she cried. I'm with her that time. Ika pujuk dia and try to figure out what should I do next. Then she said she's already forget him in few days after that.. And yea she said she fell in love with that boy 'cause she want to me to pay attention to her since I've been ignore her for a while.. :( Sht. That time I feel like, " Y U NO COMING BACK AND PUJUK ME??!?!" hahaha she's expect nothing about me masa tu :( Mmg lah tk semua boleh faham kita. Okay forget about that part. Next! I'm changed! Since abah suka berceramah kt kiteorg psl agama, Ika terikut cara abah. Ika cuba nak ubah diri Ika ni yg asyik lupakan Allah. Ika byk belajar ilmu agama and sejarah Islam. Dulu tk lah amik important psl P. Islam :( Hm stuppido Ika! Then I changed. Ika ajak Maira pakai tudung. Ika nak tgk dia pakai sama mcm Ika. Keluar mana mana, amik gmbr pakai tudung. Tutup aurat. And Ika dpt tahu kalau kita tk tutup aurat, segala amalan yg kita buat; solat, puasa, sedekah semua tk diterima melainkan kita dah solat taubat terlebih dahulu. Ika tahu pun through twitter and facebook. Ika nasihatkan dia, salah ke? Tahlah masa tu Ika tk igt sngt mcm mana Ika boleh smpai tergaduh ngn dia. Maybe Ika mulakan dulu ckp kt twitter. Hm mmg Ika mcm budakbudak, kan? I know it's coming from my own fault. Ika yg mcm kebudak-budakkan ni buatkan Maira merana. Yes I know how she feels. Lagi dia terasa lagi Ika buat. Stupid lah Ika! Ika byk minta maaf. But now rasa malu 'cause I made thousand mistakes, and apologizing for a thousand times. It such as idiot lah. I know malu malu tk perlu ade kalau nak minta maaf. And now she's already found my replacement. Dulu mmg dia rapat but now baru Ika terpandang cara ke-rapat-an diorg. Hahaha takpelah. Biarlah dia bahagia drpd kawan ngn Ika. I'm idiot! Ika tk patut ade kawan. Ika tk reti menghargai semua tu.
Panjang lebar Ika tulis dah ni. Hahaha mengarut-ngarut. hopefully she could forgive me.. :) Segala ape yg kita lalui ni dugaan. Ape Ika buat kt Maira, tu dugaan Maira. Ape Maira buat kt Ika, tu dugaan Ika. Allah bagi sama rata. Allah Maha Adil, note that! He won't let us to be happy always sbb nnt kita ketinggalan tanggungjawab kita sebagai hamba-Nya. Kalau kita happy for all the time, kita tkkn rasa derita, sedih ni semua. Jadi sentiasa lah bersangka baik pada Allah dan pemberian-Nya. Hihihk see dah mcm ustazah. Hahahah hopefully lah :D hihi
Thanks for reading. xoxo
Sebelum ni Ika emo gila mcm orang ape je. Haha meroyan. Tapi now alhamdulillah Ika okay. Angah ade cakap, kalau kita kecik hati ngn someone tu, dah kira berdosa sbb syaitan menghasut kita supaya think negative towards them. Ika rasa menyesal pula. I suppose to be patient and take a deep breath. Or just ignore them kan? Ika tkde hak nak halang Maira kawan dgn sape. K now I'm straight! Ika tkde hak sikit pun nak halang dia dgn sape. Yes I do. Ika terikutkan perasaan smpai mcm ni sekali. I've hurt her by tweeting ergh asdfghjkl. K Ika ade perasaan yesss Ika ade but tk fikir ke perasaan dia?!!?! damn it's totally bsht. Haih dah Ika, istghfar skrg! Hahaha. Ika selalu pujuk hati Ika sendiri yelah tkde spe nak pujuk lagi dah.
Well, what makes you feel better? Be close to Allah, of course! I'm trying and keep go on to do that until my last breath. I shld be close to Him without any doubt. Allah je yg mampu faham aku. Allah maha Adil and Memahami setiap yg berlaku sbb skrg ni semua diaturkan oleh-Nya. Ika tk mampu nak tolak, Ika tk mampu nak nafikan semua ni. Ika tk sekuat tu.. Ika redha and sabar dgn ape yg berlaku. Ika nak train diri ni supaya lebih sabar and stop depend on people. Ika kena berusaha hidup tanpa orang tu semua. Kalau someone tk chemistry ngn Ika, you shld let go, kan? :') Hm. Even dia yg Ika sayang sgt but we shld let them go. Tk guna kalau dia stay tapi dua dua tk happy, kan? Ika kena fikir luas, dalam and jauh. Ika patut fikir sedalam-dalamnya. Yea I should :D Tah lah but it works! Bgtahu the positive things pada diri sendiri pun jadi, kan? Pujuk diri sendiri supaya tk bermusuh dgn orang. Ika maybe akn minta maaf dgn dia, or shld make a surprise for her birthday? Haha tanda minta maaf. And Ika maybe tkkn rapat mcm dulu. Ade sebab kenapa Ika pilih kolej jauh jauh. sbb nak jauh sikit ngn dia. Ika nk rasa rindu ngn dia. Ika nak rasa mcm .... tk boleh hidup tnpa dia. Tu sbbnya. Sememangnya boleh amik kt KL, course tu pun ade kt mana mana tapi saje amik jauhjauh. Nak tgk dia cari Ika ke tk :)
I've no idea why I shld bring it in a big deal. Sedangkan benda tu kecik je. Jealouskan dia sbb dia cari pengganti Ika. Yelah sape tk terasa, kan? Tapi fikirkan balik salah Ika. Hm nak Ika cerita tk dari awal? Jom jom hahah
On ... hm I'm not sure when it is but awal tahun lah these things happen. You know that Maira ade masalah kaki, kan? Dia jatuh masa kiteorg form 2, last year, with me. Smpai bilabila tkkn ingt mcm mana kiteorg masa tu. Nasib baik Ika tkde pape just shocked and kena sakit jantung lah juga. It's really a disaster... I shldn't let her go jalan sendiri.. Dia turun dulu but then me.. Okaylah stop psl tu. Ye dia ade masalah tulang lutut dia. I was worried about her. I try to ask her to get some rest, go home and rest. But she refuses to. Dia nak stay masa balik smpai lah Ika naik kereta baru dia balik rumah. (she walking back home) but then Ika terasa hati sbb tk nk dgr ckp Ika. Oh fine then boleh ckp lah Ika ni tk matang benda kecik dah jadi besar. Ika cuba lari dari dia. Just to make sure she come back to pujuk me or whatever. Okay honesty I expect she to do that but she didn't. Oh okay lah masa tu. Then she having a crush on someone. I'm happy for her masa tu tapi bila Sha, my classmate said budak tu playboy and suka main main and not getting serious in relationship, I told Maira about this. And try to save her from that freaking boy. I'm not dodge her for falling in love. I just don't want her to be like me. I can't stand to see she's getting hurt and I'm making stories.. Stories about I dreamt about her and her crush getting together and forget about. I know it's bad thing but I have to!!! Ika tk nk dia lari dri Ika, and yes Ika takut dia mcm tu. And for the same time Ika tk nk dia terluka dgn lelaki mcm tu!!! I'm expect her to understand what I'm trying to do :( And next thing, masa kokurikulum that boy knew that she's likes him. And she cried. I'm with her that time. Ika pujuk dia and try to figure out what should I do next. Then she said she's already forget him in few days after that.. And yea she said she fell in love with that boy 'cause she want to me to pay attention to her since I've been ignore her for a while.. :( Sht. That time I feel like, " Y U NO COMING BACK AND PUJUK ME??!?!" hahaha she's expect nothing about me masa tu :( Mmg lah tk semua boleh faham kita. Okay forget about that part. Next! I'm changed! Since abah suka berceramah kt kiteorg psl agama, Ika terikut cara abah. Ika cuba nak ubah diri Ika ni yg asyik lupakan Allah. Ika byk belajar ilmu agama and sejarah Islam. Dulu tk lah amik important psl P. Islam :( Hm stuppido Ika! Then I changed. Ika ajak Maira pakai tudung. Ika nak tgk dia pakai sama mcm Ika. Keluar mana mana, amik gmbr pakai tudung. Tutup aurat. And Ika dpt tahu kalau kita tk tutup aurat, segala amalan yg kita buat; solat, puasa, sedekah semua tk diterima melainkan kita dah solat taubat terlebih dahulu. Ika tahu pun through twitter and facebook. Ika nasihatkan dia, salah ke? Tahlah masa tu Ika tk igt sngt mcm mana Ika boleh smpai tergaduh ngn dia. Maybe Ika mulakan dulu ckp kt twitter. Hm mmg Ika mcm budakbudak, kan? I know it's coming from my own fault. Ika yg mcm kebudak-budakkan ni buatkan Maira merana. Yes I know how she feels. Lagi dia terasa lagi Ika buat. Stupid lah Ika! Ika byk minta maaf. But now rasa malu 'cause I made thousand mistakes, and apologizing for a thousand times. It such as idiot lah. I know malu malu tk perlu ade kalau nak minta maaf. And now she's already found my replacement. Dulu mmg dia rapat but now baru Ika terpandang cara ke-rapat-an diorg. Hahaha takpelah. Biarlah dia bahagia drpd kawan ngn Ika. I'm idiot! Ika tk patut ade kawan. Ika tk reti menghargai semua tu.
Panjang lebar Ika tulis dah ni. Hahaha mengarut-ngarut. hopefully she could forgive me.. :) Segala ape yg kita lalui ni dugaan. Ape Ika buat kt Maira, tu dugaan Maira. Ape Maira buat kt Ika, tu dugaan Ika. Allah bagi sama rata. Allah Maha Adil, note that! He won't let us to be happy always sbb nnt kita ketinggalan tanggungjawab kita sebagai hamba-Nya. Kalau kita happy for all the time, kita tkkn rasa derita, sedih ni semua. Jadi sentiasa lah bersangka baik pada Allah dan pemberian-Nya. Hihihk see dah mcm ustazah. Hahahah hopefully lah :D hihi
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Pretty hard to do.
Hai hai. Assalamualaikum guys :) Sihat? Hihi Ika terlebih sihat. Tapi sakit kepala sikit. Biasalah. Perempuan. Hihi. Anywayyy, Ika ade something nak buat and dulu banyak kali tangguh. Hahaha planning this year tapi haishhh sampai ke akhir tahun haaa. Ape nak jadi? Haih. Haha. Tkpelah at least ade lagi masa nak buat kan? Yeah haaaa ape yg Ika nk buat ni? Hm nak diet!!!! Hahahaha tkdelah important sgt for you guys tapi hahahah important for me. Haih bgtahu mcm penting sgt kan? Hm korang bertuah lah, Ika nak share my life sikit :p ceh. Hahah. Ye ah, Ika nak diet. Ika dah overweight. Tk elok, kan? Hm bukan sbb nak cantik je, tapi nak jaga juga kesihatan. Banyak sgt makan tu ini japgi ade penyakit obes pula, susah nnt. Baik masa muda cergaskan diri dgn makan mknn sihat and jogging often. Nnt dah tua, susah pula nak buat tu ini, kan kan kan? Haaaa so Ika planning start doing from now and tgk mcm mana pula bulan depan. Turun tk weight Ika ke tak. Nak ikut tips kakak smpai kakak turun berat badan. Haa sape nak tahu tipsnya, masuk lah blog dia tu. Dia mmg rajin lah nak buat tu semua -.- Hahaha Ika je malas but from now on Ika tk nk malas malas dah. Ika tk nk nmpk badan debab lagiii dah :) Hihik. Hopefully Ika dpt smpai ke tahap tu ;D hihik. So koranggggggg, doakan yeee Ika dpt kuruskan badan ni. Hahaha.
P.S: I just don't really understand what's wrong me this lately, ;') lol
Saturday, October 20, 2012
End of the story.
Assalamualaikum. Hai haii. I know, no one cares. Haha rajin betul nak update blog. Tkde benda nak buat so here! I have no one to share masalah, kesedihan. I just keep calm and fake the smile. Mana yg Ika mampu, Ika buat. Selagi boleh senyum selagi tu senyum.. Just to make sure they not be worried about me.. Ika tk nk diorg tertanya-tanya Ika kenapa so I just keep smiling even tho it's not for real. haha. I'm just... entahlah, over stress maybe? I just lose someone I love.. Someone I care.. I know it's my fault. Malas nak ungkit balik tapi everytime online facebook, nampak kemesraan diorg kt newsfeed. hahaha :')))))) Ya Allah, jealous annn? Hahaha dulu ego, cakap tkde but now? Yes I doooooo :) Dah ah, Ika malas nak menaruh harapan dekat org yg tk pernah bg peluang untuk Ika putarkan balik masa. They happy with their life so why I'm being so mad and look awful right here? Ika tk nk jd bodoh, yg senang dipermainkan. I have feelings and I have my own right to decide in my life.. Ika ade hak untuk pertahankan kebahagiaan Ika. As long as I could fight for it, I would. Don't worry about me, just keep worry about you, k? :) Go happy with your life. I won't bother you anymore. :)
Ika nak berubah jadi lebih matang. Lepas ni Ika tk nk cakap lagi psl benda ni kt blog. Ika tk nk cerita kisah dia kt sini lagi. Tutup dahh tkde lagii :) I know you guys being so wondering who she is. Tkpelah. She used to be my bestfriend but I guess, not anymore.... Well, this is what I choose for. Stop give me a high hopes... Please okay? :) Itu je.. Lepas ni dah no more about her, them and everyone.. I just want to tell how amazing my life is.. I want to fly free, tk salah kan? Apa salahnya kita jadi selfish sikit untuk masa depan? Untuk kebahagiaan kita, nanti? :) Yahhh tk salah kan? For me tk salah sikit pun. I gave you the last chances.. You promise me to change everything, to fix every broken things in our friendship. :') Since you found my replacement, I guess it's doesn't working... I just begging you, please... Give me a chances to live happily without any sadness story.. InsyaAllah you will be more happier without me ;')
Thanks for reading. xoxo
Ika nak berubah jadi lebih matang. Lepas ni Ika tk nk cakap lagi psl benda ni kt blog. Ika tk nk cerita kisah dia kt sini lagi. Tutup dahh tkde lagii :) I know you guys being so wondering who she is. Tkpelah. She used to be my bestfriend but I guess, not anymore.... Well, this is what I choose for. Stop give me a high hopes... Please okay? :) Itu je.. Lepas ni dah no more about her, them and everyone.. I just want to tell how amazing my life is.. I want to fly free, tk salah kan? Apa salahnya kita jadi selfish sikit untuk masa depan? Untuk kebahagiaan kita, nanti? :) Yahhh tk salah kan? For me tk salah sikit pun. I gave you the last chances.. You promise me to change everything, to fix every broken things in our friendship. :') Since you found my replacement, I guess it's doesn't working... I just begging you, please... Give me a chances to live happily without any sadness story.. InsyaAllah you will be more happier without me ;')
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
I miss how close we were..
Assalamualaikum. Hihi memandangkan esok boleh amik cuti, boleh lah tidur lewat sikit. Sikit je, tk byk pun. Hahaha. Anyway, Ika tgh sedih ni tapi entahlah. Ika tk berdaya nak cakap dari awal hingga skrg ni. Tapi tu lah, bila fikirkan balik, salah Ika. Ika igtkn Ika tkkn berubah tapi tu lah tk boleh ckp besar, kan? Dulu Ika kemain cakap yg Ika bukan jahat sgt nak berubah smpai ke arah tu. Perubahan Ika bawa padah dlm diri Ika sendiri. Ika byk kali salahkan diri sendiri. Ika malas nak pergi tu ini, Ika jarang ade untuk dia. Smpai dia jumpa orang baru. Yeah, it's kinda obvious, I know.. I'm stupid, idiot and damn..... Ika tk terkata dah sbnrnya. Everytime I try more to be better, less it works..
Dulu masa Ika tgh sibuk fkirkan PMR, Ika byk fikirkan positive sepanjang exams, Ika tk fikirkan pun pasal benda ni. Ika ckp kt diri sendiri, Hm biarlah dulu, tk yh fikirkan. nnt stress, susah pula. So I just let it be.. Makan hati, yeahhhh I do. Makan hati sepanjang sekolah.. Tapi gelak ketawa, senyuman Ika tolong Ika untuk hiding all these. Ika tk nk tunjukkn. Sepanjang tu juga lah Ika cuba fikir yg baik baik je psl diorg. Ika buat jokes, happy kan diri sendiri. Ngn family, byk Ika cuba buat baik. Semuanya Ika cuba. Macam macam Ika dah buat.
After end of exams, Ika tetiba fikirkan balik benda ni.. Yelah tadi pun ternmpk kt facebook, comment tu semua. Sakit hati... Tapi bila Ika mula sedih, sakit hati, Ika fikirkan balik dulu. Perangai Ika yg byk lupakan dia.. And then feel so sorry and regret much about this.. Tapi tkde guna kan Ika nak menyesal. Benda dah jadi. Benda dah lepas. Ika tk boleh nak patah balik betulkan keadaan. Ika tkde sebesar kuasa tu untuk betulkan keadaan yg dah jadi. I don't know how to fix back my friendship.. Seriously Ika tk tahu.. Ika tk tahu nak baiki kesilapan Ika, nak baiki hati Ika ni.
And for them, Ika minta ampun dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki. Ade sebab kenapa Ika pilih sekolah lain for next year, Ika doakan ape yg Ika apply, dapat nnt. InsyaAllah. Ni je cara untuk Ika lupakan ni semua and take a good care for my heart. I'm very sorry, girls. Korang terbaik, tapi Ika je yg musnahkan masa terbaik kita.. I'm not a good friend because I rarely be there whenever you need.
Thanks for reading. xoxo
Dulu masa Ika tgh sibuk fkirkan PMR, Ika byk fikirkan positive sepanjang exams, Ika tk fikirkan pun pasal benda ni. Ika ckp kt diri sendiri, Hm biarlah dulu, tk yh fikirkan. nnt stress, susah pula. So I just let it be.. Makan hati, yeahhhh I do. Makan hati sepanjang sekolah.. Tapi gelak ketawa, senyuman Ika tolong Ika untuk hiding all these. Ika tk nk tunjukkn. Sepanjang tu juga lah Ika cuba fikir yg baik baik je psl diorg. Ika buat jokes, happy kan diri sendiri. Ngn family, byk Ika cuba buat baik. Semuanya Ika cuba. Macam macam Ika dah buat.
After end of exams, Ika tetiba fikirkan balik benda ni.. Yelah tadi pun ternmpk kt facebook, comment tu semua. Sakit hati... Tapi bila Ika mula sedih, sakit hati, Ika fikirkan balik dulu. Perangai Ika yg byk lupakan dia.. And then feel so sorry and regret much about this.. Tapi tkde guna kan Ika nak menyesal. Benda dah jadi. Benda dah lepas. Ika tk boleh nak patah balik betulkan keadaan. Ika tkde sebesar kuasa tu untuk betulkan keadaan yg dah jadi. I don't know how to fix back my friendship.. Seriously Ika tk tahu.. Ika tk tahu nak baiki kesilapan Ika, nak baiki hati Ika ni.
And for them, Ika minta ampun dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki. Ade sebab kenapa Ika pilih sekolah lain for next year, Ika doakan ape yg Ika apply, dapat nnt. InsyaAllah. Ni je cara untuk Ika lupakan ni semua and take a good care for my heart. I'm very sorry, girls. Korang terbaik, tapi Ika je yg musnahkan masa terbaik kita.. I'm not a good friend because I rarely be there whenever you need.
Monday, October 15, 2012
I'm free from PMR. Yuhuuuuu~
Assalamualaikum koranggg semua. Hihihi. Alhamdulillah harini last paper Maths dgn KHB. Maths, okayylah, paper 1. Paper 2, Ika boleh jawab, alhamdulillah ;D KHB? Hahaha byk main hantam jelah part kelim pe semua -.- haha benci tang situ. Suka psl kediaman and whatever lah.
K malas nak ckp psl tu semua. Hahaha benda dah lepas. PMR! Wow mcm tk percaya Ika dah habis jawab semua paper. Rasa mcm penat. Penat tapi lega dlm masa yg sama. Lepas ni nak buat ape je tkkn rasa bersalah lagi dah. Hahaha. Tapi kena ingt, lepas je habis cuti panjang ni, masuk form 4. Bukan untuk honeymoon okayyy? Ni untuk preparing for SPM pula. Haaa. Dah habis berperang untuk PMR, tahun depan lap senjata untuk perang SPM pulaaa. Haaa. Habis lah. hahaha kalau Ika malas gak mcm mana Ika buat kt PMR, mati lah weh. Hahaha but kalau boleh Ika nak masuk kelas SC. tapi entahlah. Nak sambung cita-cita umi. Hihi study medical. Tapi entahlah. Otak ni. hahaha salahkan otak, padahal malas. -,- Mmg teringin gila nak study kt luar negara tapi entahlah. Hihi maybe kerja kt luar negara kot? Haaa :O hihi. Anyway, Ika ade apply sekolah teknik/kolej Vokasional kt Kedah, Sungai Petani. Choose course Kesetiausahaan Pentadbiran. Second choices, Pengasuhan kanak-kanak. Huh, tu buka tadika nnti. lol
Angah yg cadangkan amik course tu (first choice). Sbb dia nmpk Ika taip kt komputer laju. Hahaha mmg lah! -.- semua org mcm tu. And masa kecik pun suka jadi PA boss. hahahah mmg masa kecik suka buat bilik tu mcm office. Hahah nmpk abah buat kerja kt office dia, tu yg terikut. Hahah :p
Kita merancang, Allah aturkan. Kita berusaha, Allah tentukan :) So tk perlu lah nak put a 100% on working, doa pun kena juga ;) keberkatan ibu bapa & Allah tu yg penting tawww. Cehh pandai berkata-kata eh? Hahaha. Okaylahh. Ika nk stop writing here. Maybe esok or lusa Ika update lagi. (kalau ade masa) hihi.
Thanks for reading. xoxo
K malas nak ckp psl tu semua. Hahaha benda dah lepas. PMR! Wow mcm tk percaya Ika dah habis jawab semua paper. Rasa mcm penat. Penat tapi lega dlm masa yg sama. Lepas ni nak buat ape je tkkn rasa bersalah lagi dah. Hahaha. Tapi kena ingt, lepas je habis cuti panjang ni, masuk form 4. Bukan untuk honeymoon okayyy? Ni untuk preparing for SPM pula. Haaa. Dah habis berperang untuk PMR, tahun depan lap senjata untuk perang SPM pulaaa. Haaa. Habis lah. hahaha kalau Ika malas gak mcm mana Ika buat kt PMR, mati lah weh. Hahaha but kalau boleh Ika nak masuk kelas SC. tapi entahlah. Nak sambung cita-cita umi. Hihi study medical. Tapi entahlah. Otak ni. hahaha salahkan otak, padahal malas. -,- Mmg teringin gila nak study kt luar negara tapi entahlah. Hihi maybe kerja kt luar negara kot? Haaa :O hihi. Anyway, Ika ade apply sekolah teknik/kolej Vokasional kt Kedah, Sungai Petani. Choose course Kesetiausahaan Pentadbiran. Second choices, Pengasuhan kanak-kanak. Huh, tu buka tadika nnti. lol
Angah yg cadangkan amik course tu (first choice). Sbb dia nmpk Ika taip kt komputer laju. Hahaha mmg lah! -.- semua org mcm tu. And masa kecik pun suka jadi PA boss. hahahah mmg masa kecik suka buat bilik tu mcm office. Hahah nmpk abah buat kerja kt office dia, tu yg terikut. Hahah :p
Kita merancang, Allah aturkan. Kita berusaha, Allah tentukan :) So tk perlu lah nak put a 100% on working, doa pun kena juga ;) keberkatan ibu bapa & Allah tu yg penting tawww. Cehh pandai berkata-kata eh? Hahaha. Okaylahh. Ika nk stop writing here. Maybe esok or lusa Ika update lagi. (kalau ade masa) hihi.
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