Puppy love is nothing..

Hey there, assalamualaikum! Firstly, pagi tadi memang exhausted sngt. Ade aktiviti koko. Aku pergi pun sbb rasa excited teramat bila dgr fotografi nk buat lawatan kalau kehadiran kiteorg full. And other things that make me excited to came is.. having a chance to spend my time w Maira and friends. But tk jangka this thing happen again and it hurt me once again. Hehe. But it's okay. Ika faham dia sesangat. I know how Maira's feel. Maybe dia stress sngt smpai mcm tu sekali. Well dia tk buat pape lah.. haha just there's something happen... between Maira and yeah her crush. :) Hm. entahlah. Masalah mcm mcm dtg. Tapi malas nk cerita. Malas nk panjangpanjangkan. I know, these problems is my strength. Ujian yg Allah bagi mcm mcm. Yang Allah nk tengok, ketabahan and sabar aku tahap mana. I know. Umi byk kali nasihat, "Sabarlah Ika, mcm mcm Allah bagi tu ade hikmah. Remember this, everything that happen, for a reason."

Ika tk sekuat orang lain. Orang nmpk Ika mcm kuat but in fact... tak. Actually tk langsung. Ika just pretending to be. Ika just tunjuk yg Ika kuat supaya diorg tk raguragu dgn Ika. Ika tahu, Ika kena faham keadaan Maira sbnrnya. Ye, Ika. You can do it. You could understand her all the time, isn't? :'D Ika kena confident bykbyk. Yea. Hm :')) Pasal Ika? Hihi. Ika tunggu Adam kot. Hahaha malas ah nk fikir. Yang Ika nk fikir, PMR. next, SPM. Fuhhh, gila ah. Tak tahulah Ika ni dapat ke tak masuk kelas Science. Angah ckp, Ika kena yakin Ika boleh buat :'D haha kalau boleh, mmg nk masuk kelas Science, sbb minat dlm part ubatubat ni :p hehehe. Kimia, penting. Hehe :) Hm, tp mcm mcm Ika nk jadi -,- Wedding planner lah, photographer lah, haihhh mcm mcm. Hahaha nnti lepas form 4 baru boleh decide kot. Hmmm kena sabooo. hahaha sabar eh, dpt result baru fikir nk jd ape ;) Yg psl Adam, oh please tolak ketepi. Ika dh lama tk fikir psl dia. Just rindu nk chatting and spend time ngn dia. Yelah dlu dia kawan Ika yg terbaik! hahah :) hope dia tk lupakan Ika kt sana ;'))) Hehe. Miss you, Awak! hahaha :p

P.S: Yang ni sweet kan? hehe tapi bawah ni lagi sweet kot ;')))

“And among His signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in peace and tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): Verily in that are signs for those who reflect” (Quran 30:21) 

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Happy Birthday to me :D

Heyy, hihi assalamualaikum sayang! Anda semua sihat? Alhamdulillah, ika baru okay daripd demam. Skrg musim demam ah. Dahlah exam, then demam pula. Haih, haha ape pun, happy birthday to me! haha semalam lah. Semalam tk sempat nak update :(((( sengal. haha sebok sngt dgn paper maths, langsung lupa nak update. Heish, tk penting pun :p hehehe. 6 Mac, hihi comel lah tarikh tu, ceh tetiba. hahaha. Anyway, thanks to everyone yg ade wish kt twitter, facebook mahupun di sekolah. Walaupun ika sendiri yg promote. hahahahaha kelakar? tk ok diam. Dahlah exam, pastu birthday pula tu. Tk ke sedih? Eish eish nak nangis je jawab exam. Lolol. Maths? Hm alhamdulillah okay walaupun time tu ika blur blur. ape ni? hahaha circle, lupa nak baca asyik baca polygonnnnn je :p ngehehehehe.

Cupcake yg maira buatkan :'))) thanks sayang. hihi i swear i love you kawan!! hehe and kengkawan lain yg buatkan surpise birthday on last Monday! :'))) serious tk tahu, hahaha firstly ingtkn kenapalah korg pnggil nk buat study group, rupnya nak buat ni eh? hahaha thanks so muchh :')))

I got this pretty, cute, awesome, great and wonderful card gift from my best best best girlprendddd, Maira. hehehe. lawa kan? Ika simpan baikbaik kad ni. huhuhuh :p haha

Actually, ni surat haritu.. hm kiteorg renggang kejap, then.. entahlah ika bagi surat and dia lupa nak bagi, so dia bagi time birthday ika. And now hihih okay dahh. nothing yg renggang between us. hihi alhamdulillah ;)

And I GOT THISSSSSSSSSSS. hahaha comel kan? Maira bagi. huhuhuhuh comel. no wonder she ask me whether I love a cow or not. hehehehe I say, YES I AM. and dia bg ni. hahaha comel :')) balik terus peluk and buang teddy bear lama .___. kejam? mmg. hahaha

Hehehe, birthday girl. Masa hari isnin tu, still in fever. So tengok ah, muka pucat. hehe. sekolah tk pegi, tp pegi rumah maira, diorg ajak study. matimati ingt gi study -___- haha rupanya, hmm masuk je tengok gelap rumah. then diorg cakap "SURPRISE!!! HAHAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!" and me... aaaaaaaaahhhh hahaha jerit and peluk diorg. then makan kek tu, pastu borak borak, then study skiit :p hehehe. beshh sngt. tp balik rumah, tkde kek from family .____. lol haha but ika bersykur ;) pape pun, thanks to everyone! Hihi. Ika tk tahu nk ckp mcm mana dah, so I gave this to all of you yg ade wish ika. Yg tk wish, tkpe ;) I don't mind. Tk pernah minta pun, tk desperate pun :p hehehe.

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Boooooyaaaaahhhh~ hahaha I'm back! ;) So... miss me? Hahaha obviously, not ;) Twice a month update blog ni kan? Anyway, assalamualaikum sayang ;) hahaha jawab taww. I prayed for you! Always be. hehehe. Anyway, lama ke tk update? hahaha lupa ah .___. semalam ingt nk update, tp kemalasan melanda smlm. Busy and yelah.. hw byk. So tkde masa nak update. hihi. Alaa, no one is care pun I update or not, am I right? :) I bukannya famous amos kt sini :P hahaha k. ayat twitter<<< hahahaha. So, since I have entered my new life, it's being wonderful.. yeah.. really. :) Thanks to Allah for giving me another chance to breathing :') Entahlah, lately ni aku asyik emo je. hahaha why eh? Lol ok. Firstly... hmmmm rasanya tkde benda kot nak emo emo? JK pe semua -..- hahahaha ok. Bnyk benda nk kena pikir ah tahun ni. :) Nak banggakan parents. Even aku tahu aku tk boleh tp aku kena cuba. Setiap kali study, aku teringt kn umi. Tringt mcm mana susahnya dia berkorban untuk aku and my other siblings. Dia byk nasihatkan aku, belajar pndaipndai, bila dh berjaya nanti, tkde lah susah. Laki buat hal pun still steady. hahaaha ok dia selalu ckp mcm tu kt aku. Everyday dia ingtkn aku. Lagilagi nk gi sekolah. Mesti... :) Wajib dgr tu semua. haha aku tkde pula jemu dgr benda alah tu semua. Maybe nasihat ibu tk pernah basi ;) kan? Aku jarang dgr nasihat drpd abah.. hahaha it's ok lah. dia busy.~

Anyway, tadi ade kelas KH. seperti yg di janjikan.. hahaha Puan Maryana ajar kiteorg caracara nk masak. In the same time we make a "amali masakan". And ade ckgu yg tukang rasa and tengok cara cikgu ajar. Smpailah kiteorg paham, lepas tu kiteorg buat sendiri. Cuma acuan tu je cikgu buat. Yang lain, anak murid bakar. Hihi aku rasa mcm aku anak murid kesayangan cikgu Maryana :p hehehe. Dia baik sngt ngn aku. Alhamdulillah dpt cikgu baik for this year. Last year.. hm boleh gk ah tp terlalu lembut. Smpai dia ajar pun aku mcm tk faham sngt. Ala, last year aku memain. Tk serious -.- so ape cikgu ajar aku mcm blur. hahaha so this year... tk leh memain lg dah. Kena concentrate and... yeah sentiasa focus. Even pagipagi ngantuk gila -.- hahaha pening and sometimes perut masuk angin. before rehat, dh masuk angin. So mcm kembung perut :( byk kali rasa nk muntah. Tension betul -.- hahaha tadi mmg best gila. belajar masakmasak :) Memang minat sngt ngn KH :p even susah skit nk hafal kaedah pe semua bagai. haha.

Hmm ni haaa dh start pkai power baru. I mean, silau naik. From 50 naik 125. :( Serious, rasa nk nangis je. dh ah buruk pkai spek empat petak ni -..- hahaha pape pun pkai jelah. Now pkai ah ni :p mcm awkward sngt .____. 'cause I still love the old one :( Hm tp apekan daya. Terpkselah tukar baru :) hihi. K lah, I gotta go. Byee ;)

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Time flies too fast.

Heyyooo there. Firstly, I wanna say, assalamualaikum February! Hopefully, on this month, the second month of 2012, the second chapter of 2012's book, will bring some shiny day for the rest of our lives. ^ _ ^ insyaAllah. Hihi. Anyway, first day school on this February... Um, not bad. As usual.. :) Nothing special today. Just banyak benda baru yang nak kena belajar. Well yeah, sejak masuk form 3 ni, aku rasa mcm.. pendek .___. rasa mcm.. rendahnya aku ni... Lol. Seriously. Senior semua tinggitinggi, besarbesar. Aku je yang rasa mcm ketot, hahaha :p rasa mcm aku ni semut je. Kecik comel lotteyy :p hahaha ok... tadi Azwa puji aku comel. Hahah entah ape dia nak aku tk tahu ler. And I deny it.. sbb aku buka spek, and saje gedikgedik buat muka comel :p hahaha. There's nothing special on me. If I had a beauty on externally, you may not guessing how about my internally beauty? My heart? My soul? My behavior? So yea, you should get closer to me and know me better :) Then you will know who I am, really. Yaa? Hihi. By the way, I'm not looking for beauty in my life, what I have to catch for is...my future, my good life. And... a happiness with someone I love.. I mean, with the people I love. Like a.. my family, friends. Perjalanan masih jauh.. sabar ye :) Hihik. So while we catching a good life, tolak ketepi kisah cintaaaaa :) hahaha. Lagipun for this time, it is not a true love. It is just a puppy love in this teenager life. So it is impossible to be a true love, forever love and whatever love there. :) Crush crush itu biasalah. Hihi. Nak cari kekasih sejati... wooo itu lama lagi k? :) Okaylah. Daripada aku terserong kt tempat lain, better I stop writing. If ade masa terluang. hahaha aku update lagi k? :) maybe aku tk update lg kot. eh entah lah. Tengok ah bulan 3 pula :p hehe. Nak update about my birthday. Weeee~ hahaha :B Okaylah. Assalamualaikum everyone. And yeahhh assalamualaikum bulan baru, bulan februari ;) Let's we close our first chapter, on January's stories. Hihi :-)

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